Dear Sumei,
Do you still love me? Do you still want to marry me?
Are you really single still and am I really your only man, your boyfriend?
I understand what your father feels about me but please understand what I am going to tell you now.
Do you remember in 2012, December when I sent you money?
After that I was searching your name online, google search.
I entered Sumei, Handan Dating.
I found your name and profile on a website called Asia Date.
I was not sure if your profile was real or if someone was using your photos.
So I created a false profile on the same website in order to contact you.
I wanted to find out what was going on.
I sent you some messages funder the name Kerry Higgs.
I asked you specific questions that only you would know the answers to, about your life and your history.
You answered every question.
I was terribly, terribly hurt.
My heart went upside down.
I was completely broken but I did not tell you anything.
Instead, I let you go to try to find someone else because I thought you did not really love me
and that you wanted to find someone else...but I was very much in love with you.
I have been thinking all of this time that you found someone else.
Then you sent me a text message recently about your home ownership.
At this time I have forgiven you.
I decided to contact you and find out if I could still have you and if you are really single.
I have forgiven you Sumei...do you understand?
I will not ever say anything about this to your father...but,
I will leave that up to you so that if he hates me, at least he will understand why I did
not come thee for you.
If you really love me and want to get married, I have forgiven you after all this time
of healing my terribly broken heart.
I have searched myself and found that I still love you and want you to be my! wife.
Honey, now you can search yourself and find what is in your heart for me.
I love you still after all of the hurt and after all of this time.
I will wait to hear from you.
Jeff