ONE .... We have talked about this number. It is a very lonely number indeed. I would like to tell you something that has been on my mind. I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately as you can imagine. What I am about to ask you about, I truly believe Grace has spoken to me about these things. I believe this in my heart.
In 2011, when I first met you, I realized you were a vibrant, beautiful, kind hearted, young woman. At that time, I thought you were Liang Liang's girlfriend. I did not realize you were only "friends". I think you spent the night together at his house. I surely thought you were his girlfriend.
In August of this year, we went shopping together. It was very special to me that you took the time to be with me. I remember you holding my hand, and the time we shared when we went to dinner together. Every time you held my hand, my heart beat faster!
When we were together last week, it was a solemn occasion. You were still there for me - through a very difficult time. But being with you, and family, I was so comforted.
LiQiao, I was looking at your picture on my computer at work today. You are so beautiful! It makes me happy to see your beautiful face and smile! I find myself thinking about you all of the time. I think you are a very happy person with a good heart, but your heart is a lonely one. I can feel that. I know you are missing something in your life. So here are my questions for you to answer for me please. I want you to look deep inside your heart for the answers:
If and when you think of me, how does it make you feel?
Would it be possible for you to consider me for a boyfriend, fiance', and future husband?
Do you think I can make you happy?
WOW! What BIG and important questions! Please do not share this with anyone. I am sorry if I have stepped out of line. But as I said, I have done a lot of soul searching. I have thought of this very much. I feel that I have been sent to you, introduced to you, for a reason. Perhaps you have been chosen for me. I don't know. All I know for sure is that I feel so good when I am with you! You make me want to live, LiQiao.
Please do not be angry at me for these questions. I'm sure you think this is sudden. But I want you to really search your heart, and not be hasty with your answers, unless you are very sure of your reply.
Okay, enough for now. Keep this between you and I please. I am anxiously awaiting your reply! I hope I hear good answers from you!