My dearest Yang Li,
Thank you for checking on me.
I am OK but i suffer from sadness due to being alone.I wish you and i were in the same place and we could live our lives tougher.Sharing everything and laughing,cooking,cleaning,making a home that we both loved.I wish we had a plan and that would give me hope .I need something in my life to give me hope and i am so grateful to have any word from you .I am so excited whenever i see a email from you .Pleas help me plan the future.Please tell me what you would like for me to do.What would make you happy.We have suffered much and i truly believe we deserve happiness for a change.I am sad i have failed you and i am so sorry if i ever hurt you or caused you any shame for trusting in me.I am lost and i do not know were to go from here.Please help me make a plan to unite us.I really need you in my life for the rest of my life.If this is not possible then at lease tell me and i will understand and i will not cling on the hope that one day you and i are reunited.I
will be putting money on the card for you on the 27th of this month.I hope it brings you some happiness and helps to make your life easier.I know the money is not much but i hope to send you more in the future.No matter what happens,Know this I Barry Tyler Greenwell lll Love you with all my heart and soul .Forever yours
Barry