It was a disconnect; there was a feeling of knowing where you are, but still not feeling like you were really there. Jungkook knew where he was, but it wasn't enough to convince himself that he was present. There was no focus on any part of his body, mind distant and drifting, and his limbs felt like nothing but a dead weight.His fingers in his lap - he curled them, just enough to feel the scratch of his nails over the fabric of the tight jeans they put him in - felt weak, as if he had lost the ability to control each of his fingers. Even when he tapped each digit, and let it twitch against his leg, it didn't settle the queasy emptiness he felt running through him.He felt empty, drained and in withdrawal. The blood under his skin felt sickly, as if the red had turned to oil or slime, too slow when running through his veins. There was a buzzing under the pads of his fingertips, and Jungkook could feel the buzzing sparking through his veins, past the oil and slime.The tight-fitting clothes hugging his figure were suffocating. They felt as though, with each breath - as if a breath was a struggle, they were closing further in.Underneath his clothes, Jungkook felt that he was burning up. It wasn't the result of the mild weather outside, or the vent he could feel up on the ceiling. It was a clammy heat - a heat you could feel under your tongue, in the back of your throat, on your sensitive skin whenever air blew against it.The chair underneath him was cold, chilled metal against thin fabric.With another twitch of his fingers, and the feeling of something sick rising up his throat, Jungkook moved his head, just an inch over - and it felt much heavier than it ever had before.The lights above were blinding, even through closed eyes. Bright rays creating a jarring pink glare under his eyelids. The light pulsed a sore ache in his head.He thought to ask for some medicine, but as quick as the question arose, it disappeared. Jungkook swallowed down the hot breath in his mouth, hoping to clear the heat he could feel burning inside of him.As he became aware, it was the sound of his breathing that he heard first. Heavy and shallow, wheezes. His lips were parted, dry and matte - bottom lip pouting, corners turned down.The sound of low volume music was next - a Girls Generation song, Jungkook recgonized. Coming from a small speaker around him, Jungkook singled out the noise, focusing on the voices coming from the direction.There was pounding in his ears, and it was with another wheeze that Jungkook recgonized it as his own heartbeat - erratic, falling.Jungkook jerked, a full-body jolt that shook the chair. A choked gasp forcing through his sore, scorching throat.He had been feeling a pressure on his face, but had only then realized it was a hand, only then realized there was a voice calling his name and patting his cheek. He didn't know how long it had been there, but he couldn't remember when it wasn't.His eyes flew open, blinded by those bright lights shining directly in his eyes.