论什么时候我才能有这种不要脸的勇气】
i just want to apologize cuz i knew i fucked everything up and i think i'm very sorry and...i hadn't been honest with u.
There's a lot of stuff didn't tell u about myself.
i'm an addict.
i'm a drug addict.
and i...i'm an alcoholic.
and i'm a sex&love addict.
and i...i think i need just be myself maybe...like a year,trying to figure the shit out,but i'm very sorry to u.
Maybe...maybe in a year,if ur willing,i would like to have a coffee with u.