Baby, I know I ca n’t think calmly when I am angry! You always calmly want to solve the problem, and I always make the situation worse! I know our situation is difficult and I know you want to maintain our relationship! Sorry this time sincerely like you apologize! I'm afraid to lose you, I know that if you leave, I can't find another person like you! You are friendly. Kindness. mild. warm! You ask me why I can be so sure you are the right person? Honestly I can't specifically answer why you are! But there's always a voice inside me telling me it's you! If I lose you, it will be the biggest mistake of my life! So I'm anxious, thinking about how to stay with you all the time! But I really can't think of any way, so I panic! You told me once, we don't know if we will meet better people tomorrow? So I've always been worried that if you meet someone better than me and I'm not with you, you will be taken away....I love you really love you, just like i said above i love you more than myself! I am willing to give up everything and even money, life and health in exchange for the days I can be with you!This may sound exaggerated or even ridiculous! But if I have the chance,i will! So whether you believe me or not, I hope you don't give up this hard-won relationship too soon.