After some time of self doubt and pity, I’ve decided to pick myself up. Now I have some months’ time to think about how much this means to me. I know the last time I acted out of an impulse, but I’m sure the next will be different. I’m going to trust my heart again and listen to where it wants to lead me. I’m going to give it all it takes and hope for the best. I hope my sincerity will be felt. And I’ll learn to be patient and wait for my answer.