I don't know where these feelings are coming from. I am never like this and I never let myself get attached to someone so quickly especially when I have never met them. The tears just started rolling down my face like I had lost my best friend. The words you say to me just make my heart melt and smile at the same time. Like I told you I let my guard down sooner than I thought would be possible. I do not want get hurt again or be cheated on. You have to promise me that. I never really speak of this but my dad was verbally and physically abusive toward my mom and I can remember being about 8 yrs old and watching my dad pull my mom by her hair across the yard and seeing my mom come home with a black eye,It's awful and i never can do that to any woman and this are the way most women are treated by we men I still have bad thoughts about those days. It took me a long time to forgive my dad for his actions but I have forgiven him. So I have had some really shitty(excuse my language) experiences in my life and only pray and hope I never have to experience anything like that ever again. So with that being said I hope you realize and understand that I am a very sensitive person and if I do let my guard up now and then you know why. I do not want to put myself in any type of situation where I would get hurt and not be able to trust. Well I am going to bed now and I will talk to later.
Sending hugs and kisses XOXOXO!!!