[下午 11:02:50] Lisa Meier: For a long time,
I made myself believe that you only liked me because I was a foreign girl
Many, many, many times when we Skype you tell me (wow!!! your big nose!!! wow!!! your big eyes)
And you always want me to come close to the screen, and you always want me to tilt my head, and you always want me to turn around....
As if you are inspecting me...
Why?
Because I have foreign qualities, obviously~
And I know you are into this~
I never ever asked you to do such thing! It's always (you)
[下午 11:03:41] Lisa Meier: Because guess what?
I don't have the qualities you like
(Blonde, blue eyes, long, skinny, but still a very good body)
So, I just tell myself (he likes you because you are foreign... that's it and nothing more)
[下午 11:04:45] Lisa Meier: I am always the person who (gives gives gives gives gives)
I know, you tell me (you are beautiful, you are hot, you are this, you are that..)
But for some reason, you are always the one who (receives receives receives)
I always (give give give) to make you happy
[下午 11:06:54] Lisa Meier: I made myself believe that you only liked me because I was a foreign girl
I am going to be honest..
This statement, I still believe sometimes~
I am more a mix between (asian) and (foreign) @.@
Some people thought I was Indonesian..
Some people thought I was Italian.... T.T
And often, I would tell myself (he would leave you as soon as he has a tall blonde girl within reach)
[下午 11:07:32] Lisa Meier: And I also know that right now, you are not taking me fully seriously and you are laughing because you think I'm a bit stupid XD
[下午 11:11:16] Lisa Meier: I just want to let you know,
never have I ever complained about anything from your appearance..
If you tell me (I don't like my body this, I don't like my body this, my body is too small)
I always tell you (I don't care! I love you!)
Because you are really my type... you are just my style~
But you like to pinpoint every little flaw about me..
Whenever I have red spots on my face, you want me to come close to the screen and observe
You tell me my teeth are slightly too big, my face is too fat..
And right now, I also know you don't like my height (you are honest, I appreciate)~
Just...
I never cared about anything of this in your situation..
Because I don't see these little flaws.