I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heartWhen it woke you in the car parkAnd maybe I should tell youThat I've villainised by body for too longWould it help you find excuses to move on?Like I needed more excuses to be strongerI'm no motherBut I've done a lotTo prove to those I love that they are good enoughI don't believe in luck so I am giving upI hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the startIt makes my sleeping harderI don't know much about youSo I'm trying not to doubt you, but in timeI know you'll let me down and that is fineA feeling I can't shake, it's getting strongerI'm no motherBut I've done a lotTo prove to those I love that they are good enoughI don't believe in luckI don't believe in muchLeave it all to trust or start to give it up