If
I had closed my eyes and walked away,
And you'd never have looked at me nor talked to me
I wish you haven't ever approached me
I would have never ever kept my eyes from its sleep
Coincidence would have never played its role
I wish
I wish
I wish I wasn't at that moment,
As if had known these eyes
As if I never have tasted the taste of life
New feeling have blown like wind that I could have never described
Penetrated inside me between darkness, fantasy and boredom
Treachery(cheating) is so hard in the eyes of loyality
Only the feeling of being guilty knows what's up with me
In a moment, coldness has stolen me from the hands(lit.lap) that is full of warmness
My conscience has awaken me to where life has took me
If I hadn't
I would have opened my eyes on this world
That day
I would have Closed them(my eyes) on the prettiest story
If I hadn't
I would have waken up and never would have known "blaming"
And my illusions(fantasies) have dreamed about you in their sleep
If I hadn't
I would have lived the happiness that is not my right
If I hadn't
I would have felt like I own the world
That day,
I would have never lost you and neither lost myself
I wish on the day that I made the choice
That I believed my suspicions and its opinions(lit.tales)
If I hadn't
If I had closed my eyed and walked