I've made my decision long before I met you this time. And the trip as well as the promises I made to you were all some accidents way beyond my foresee. Your saying the keyword made me feel like I've finally got the forgiveness from the God with all the sudden I feel like standing on top of the heaven while staring at you. But when you told me about the setting up, I guess it's just another creepy joke that almighty pulling around. All I could say at that moment was, "Best wishes", with my crossed fingers I truly wished to cheat The Lord. After all, there's a decision I've made long before I knew you this time. It's not because of you, which is why I kept you all the way behind this decision, which I would proceed no matter what. Wish me luck, too.