Feel it heavy in my bones nowFeel like everybody goes outAnd smiles for the 'gram yeah Tried but I can'tPrayer in the shape of ProzacTry to medicate the lows thatCome and meet me in the night timeLosing track of my timeMama said gonna be all right But mama don't know what it's like in my mindMama said that the sun gonna shineBut mama don't know what it's like to want to dieI can't carry this anymoreHeavy from the hurt inside my veinsI can't carry this anymoreWonder what it's like to be okayWould you like me if I drank thatIf you wanted I could take thatI'll do anything for loveI don't feel like I'm enoughYou can probably see right through me'Cus I can promise if you knew meYou would probably walk awayNo you wouldn't want to stayOh, Mama said gonna be all right But mama don't know what it's like in my mindMama said that the sun gon' shineBut mama don't know what it's like to want to dieI can't carry this anymoreHeavy from the hurt inside my veinsI can't carry this anymoreWonder what it's like to be okayI know I'll be fine it's just that Every time this comes backTell my maker up above that I have had enough andI can't carry this anymoreHeavy from the hurt inside my veinsI can't carry this anymoreWonder what it's like to be okay