Hey Banana, on October 25th this year in Fort Walton Beach Florida my entire family of 5 was killed except for me, I was able to survive and run away. If you would like to know more about it just look up "Fort Walton Beach Murder" and look at the news. Anyway... Of course this is an extremely stressful and difficult situation for me to live with and when i feel the worst is late at night before sleep i feel absolutely horrible but watching your ASMR videos slowly but surely helps me to sleep. You are an amazing person to me although we don't know each other and I appreciate you and your videos very much. I truly can't express how thankful I am for your work it has been so helpful for me to be able to relax. Maybe if it's okay i would like to message you once every other day or something. I would really appreciate it, at least for now because I don't have very many close friends but I promise i'm not a bad person or anything I'm fairly talented and I like to think i am interesting too. I may give a rather sad impression at first because of what happened so I'm sorry about that, but I hope to get better over time. If you are a busy person and won't be able to talk much I understand and that's okay. I want to thank you again for your videos they are so frequently uploaded, high quality, and always have variety I really love that.