A brother and a true friend Audited me for what seemed like the last session and a new beginning. It's hard for one to let go of their ego and excepting infinity, to float on the surface while others swim beneath. I used to believe that we heal people out of good, but I came to realise that it was out of fear, a fear of loneliness.We let ourself be dragged down, we let ourself suffer, we let ourself drown, we let ourself lack beingness in our first dynamic because loneliness is hard to comprehend. What is harder to comprehend is that if we disappeared, the beingness granted by others may too, with it. We want others to be healed by us solely so that theyre thankful and believe that you cannot be replaced. What is harder again to comprehend, is that our self-determinism was what really gave us beingness, and only it will continue to do so.But when I came to realise that im an aware concept that exists beyond who I identify as and who I mocked myself to be, I became free from guilt and loneliness. I learnt how to float on the surface and be a cause without weight. The best part is that this cognate is but only a small step through the threshold.Thank you Nicolas, a good session today.