Hi my love Simon. Thanks for your letter. Now I have a bad feeling. I very badly inside and on the soul. My feeling overcomes experiences of care. I can not calm down. I feel guilty about my mom. After all, my mother is alone in Volgograd. My mother is an elderly woman. Children should always have the care of their parents.
You know, I want to cry. I hardly restrain my tears. I want you to be right now next to me. Now your letter somehow does not let me be in poor condition. I do not know what's happening to me, but I worry very recently for my mom. She was 54 years old. Now I am far away from my mom. At the heart of that bad experience. I want to share with you that I have happened. Yesterday and today, my friend told me that my mom feels bad. She said that my mother is difficult to breathe. Now I do not know what to do. I'm depressed. I am very worried about my mother. It's hard to hold back tears. My mother and the only native people in my life. I share with you my experience. Because I love you. You're the only one I can do to share the grief and joy. Now I have a very bad feeling. You're in my heart. My heart is very restless. My mother for my family. She raised me alone. Also I have my mom there is nobody. Because my mother grew up in an orphanage. She was an orphan.
Maria.
Sunday, December 11, 2016