Hi Darling,
How as been your day dear? Though i know you sleeping already, you really made my day reading from you tonight. Thanks so much for taking your time to answer my questions i believe this is really helping us to get to know much more about each other. Writing you everyday and reading your email as become the most important thing for me to do.. I know this is God plan and wishes for us in our life.. I will always cherish you with all my heart and soul dear and i will not let you regret it for a single seconds the day you gave your heart and soul to me, i will keep it safe in my world where is more secure with all what i am and all what we will be together.. Yes distance does not matter if you really love the person, what matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out. Dear i want you to know that i like your both inner and outta beauty, i do admire you for who you are. I never felt like this for a woman before since when i lost my wife.. You are the first woman i will be sharing my thought and my life with.. Am thinking maybe i have meet the genuine woman on here now.. You know i think we are old enough to know, what we need and what we want, and i believe that we have to go for all this, since that its our choice that we thoroughly want it.. I know both of us have almost the same in common in what we are both looking for in a good relationship.. I believe by now, i can say you are my family as well if you do not mind, because its me my daughter and my mother, since i do not have anyone to called my family anymore, since when have lost my father and the problem between the family of my father side with my mother side, i feel so bad and make me so sad anytime i remember this, but i have to tell you my mind and heart.. I do want a woman that will bring me back Joy and Happiness to my life, the woman that we will love me for who i am from the deeply of my heart and he will be there for me no matter worse, and i will always stand out there also, to tell the whole world by standing on the Rock that, her my soul mate, which i cherish most in my life.. I think by having you in my life, you will bring me back the Love that have lost for years ago, becoz both of us had experience of love in last, and its in different, so i think with this, we will know how to handle our relationship so strong for the rest of our life, and we will not let anyone to turn our back to each other.. Am so grateful that you walk in to my life now.. Where have you been for all this while, but am glad that i meet we very honest woman like you.. Dear i want to try and build my trust in you now .. Will you accept that from me? I'm talking about fate here when feelings are so powerful it's as if some force beyond your control is guiding you to someone who can make you happy beyond your wildest dreams. I think what is more important to you the love you share, the memories you have or the lover? Give love a chance to swallow you up. Do not just think it will happen in a instant, it will surprise you before you know it, but it will be the most rewarding experience you will ever have.. I believe where your pleasure is, there is your treasure and where your treasure is there your heart, where your heart is, there is your happiness.. Becoz no distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each others worth .. For me i think as food is needed for the body, them same way love is needed for the soul. Food strengthens the body while love strengths the soul. A person is incomplete without love .. I figured I'd tell you some more things about myself.
I love music all types of music especially love songs and I totally love disco music. I have to listen to music in everything I do.
I love to dance too but have not gone out much dancing except for last Saturday night and I realized how much I've missed it becoz am so busy with my work
I love movies - all types but I love the romantic kinds
I love romance and I love to be pampered
I love back rubs, massages, hugs, kissing and holding hands.
I love cuddling, talking, long walks especially on a warm summer night.
I do not like people who hurt others intentionally.
I love to laugh and I've been told I have a great sense of humor and that I am funny, my friends always tell me that here becoz i do always make them happy .. I love to make jokes and make people laugh.
I work as much as i want that I know and I love my work type so much and I am good at it. It as brought me to become someone in life today.
I try to be as honest and up front with people as soon as I get to know them better.
I am in the process of developing a stronger more personal relationship with God. I am letting him take the wheel when its my life as he knows what's best for us and he has a plan for us, has he had let me met you here online now.
I used to worry and stress a lot over things, but I've learned not to do that anymore.
I am caring, sensitive fun-loving person once you get to know me.
I love to shop. I love clothes, boots, pocketbooks, household items, paintings. Mostly for my mom and my daughter.
I used to write a lot of poetry and short stories when I was younger. Now and then I still write a poem when I am sad or very happy (usually when I'm falling in love) lol
Oh dear please tell me, am i the one who write this long email? Can not believe what you turning my life too within the little days you walked into my life. Never sit down so long to any like this before in my life, means you are so special to me .. Well that's all i can think of for tonight. Getting off to bed now looking forward to read from you in the morning.. Have a nice dreams. H
Your Truly,
Lt.Col.Cardin