cently left an emotionally abusive

cently left an emotionally abusive relationship

After months of insults I wont repeat, false accusations, lies, delusions, broken mirrors, nightly battles… I left.

I know that I was being poisoned by each day that I stayed. So with a heavy heart, I left my lover of three years, knowing that I had already put it off too long. At first he begged, then he cursed, but eventually he packed his bags and faded out of my life like a bad dream. For the first few weeks, my body seemed to reject this. For three years I had seen the world through him-colored glasses. I didn’t know who I was without him. Despite the kindness of friends and even strangers. I could not help feeling utterly alone. But it was this sense of aloneness that set me free.

Somewhere along the way, I let go.

I released all of the painful memories, the names he had called me, the shards of him buried deep in my brain. I stopped believing the things he had made me think about myself.

I began to see how extraordinary, breathtakingly beautiful life is. I meditated, drank too much coffee, talked to strangers, laughed at nothing. I wrote poetry and stopped to smell and photograph every flower. Once I discovered that my happiness depends only on myself, nothing could hurt me anymore.

I have found and continue to find peace.

Each day I am closer to it than I was yesterday. I am a work in progress but I am full to the brim with gratitude and joy. And so, since I have opened a new chapter in my life, I want to peacefully part with the contents of the last chapter.

The end of my relationship was the catalyst for a wealth of positive changes in my life. It was a symbol, most importantly, it was an act of self-love. It was a realization that I deserved to be happy and I could choose to be. And so, in an effort to leave behind the things that do not help me grow, I am letting go of a relic from the painful past. I wore this necklace-a gift from him-every day for over tow years. To me, letting it go is a joyous declaration that I am moving forward with strength and grace and deep, lasting peace.

Please accept this gift as a reminder that we all deserve happiness. Whoever you are, and whatever pain you have faced, I hope you find peace.

結果 (繁體中文) 2:

最近留下了情感虐待的關係後侮辱我不會重複，誣告，謊言，妄想，破碎的鏡子，夜間戰鬥了幾個月......我走了。我知道我是被毒死的，我住的每一天。於是懷著沉重的心臟，我離開了我三年的情人，我知道我已經把它關閉太久。起初，他央求，後來他大罵，但最終他收拾好自己的行李，並淡出了我的生活就像一場噩夢。對於最初的幾個星期，我的身體似乎拒絕這個。三年來，我通過他，有色眼鏡看到的世界。我不知道我是沒有他誰。儘管朋友甚至陌生人的好意。我不禁完全感到孤單。但是，也正是這種孤獨感是我自由的，在一路的，我放手。我釋放了所有的痛苦的回 ​​憶中，他的名字叫過我，他在我的大腦深埋的碎片。我不再相信他讓我想起我自己的事。我開始看到不平凡，驚人的美麗人生。我暗自思忖，喝了太多的咖啡，跟陌生人笑什麼。我寫詩歌，停下來聞及拍攝每一朵花。有一次，我發現，我的幸福只取決於我自己，沒有什麼能夠傷害我了。我已經找到，並繼續尋求和平。每天我更接近比我昨天。我是一個進展中的工作，但我充滿與感激和喜悅的邊緣。所以，因為我已經在我的生活翻開了新的篇章，我想平靜地部分的最後一章的內容。我的關係最終是催化劑，具有豐富的在我生命中的積極變化。這是一個象徵，最重要的是，它是自愛的行為。這是一個認識到，我應得快樂，我可以選擇做。因此，在努力留下的東西，不幫助我成長，我放手從痛苦的過去遺留下來的。我穿這條項鍊，一個從他那裡，每天都有禮物在拖幾年。對我來說，讓它走的是一個歡樂的聲明，我向前推進的力量和風度和深厚的，持久的和平。請接受這份禮物，提醒我們每個人都應該快樂。不管你是誰，不管你的痛苦所面對的，我希望你能找到和平。

結果 (繁體中文) 3:

最近離開的情感虐待的關係

後侮辱我不會重複，月誣告，謊言，妄想，破碎的鏡子，夜間戰鬥的……我離開。我知道我每天都在被我留下來的。囙此，我的愛人，我離開了三年，我離開了我的愛人，我知道我已經把它關了太久。起初他懇求，然後他詛咒，但最終他收拾自己的書包，淡出我的生活，就像一個壞的夢。在前幾周，我的身體似乎拒絕了這個。三年來，我在他的世界裏看到了他的彩色眼鏡。我不知道我是誰，沒有他。儘管朋友和陌生人的友善。我完全不能感覺到完全的孤獨。但正是這種孤獨感，讓我自由。

一路上，我讓我走。

我釋放所有的痛苦的回憶，他叫我的名字，他埋藏在我大腦深處的碎片。我不再相信他讓我想到的事情。

我開始明白生命是非凡的，驚人的美麗。我想，喝了太多咖啡，和陌生人說話，笑什麼。我寫詩，停下來，聞一聞，拍下每一朵花兒。有一次我發現我的幸福只靠自己，沒有什麼可以傷害我了。我找到並繼續尋找和平。每天我比我更接近它。我是一個工作在進步，但我充滿感激和喜悅的邊緣。所以，自從我在我的生活中開闢了一個新的篇章，我想和平的一部分與最後一章的內容。在我的生活中，我的關係的結束是我人生中一個積極變化的催化劑。這是一個象徵，最重要的是，它是一種自我愛的行為。這是一個實現，我應該是幸福的，我可以選擇。所以，在努力把不利於我成長的東西拋在身後，我讓一個從痛苦的過去的遺物。我穿這necklace-a禮物從他每天超過兩年。對我來說，讓它走的是一個歡樂的宣言，我正以力量和恩典和深沉、持久的和平前進。請接受這個禮物作為一個提醒，我們都應該得到幸福。無論你是誰，你所面對的痛苦，我希望你找到和平。