我躺在病床上努力不去想像心目中聖誕節該有的樣子，因為我知道今年的我不可

我躺在病床上努力不去想像心目中聖誕節該有的樣子，因為我知道今年的我不可能參與了，但那份失落到谷底的心卻不停的打擾我休息。

結果 (英文) 1:

I lay in bed trying not to imagine the minds of the others look like Christmas, because I know I can not participate this year, but lost share to the bottom of the heart can not stop bothering me a break.

結果 (英文) 2:

I lay in my hospital bed trying not to imagine what Christmas should be like, because I knew I couldn't be involved this year, but the heart that had lost to the bottom kept interrupting my rest.

結果 (英文) 3:

I lie in my hospital bed and try not to imagine what Christmas should be like in my mind, because I know I can't participate in this year's event, but that lost heart keeps interrupting my rest.