You stand at a tipping point. It doesn't take much to see that you are walking a fine line. The inner senses, and the underground stream of conversation is where your answers lie. You've been tuned in to that voice for quite some time. It's not that you can't hear it; it's more about not knowing if you can trust it. Others have made their intentions clear. Your own reasons for doing this or that are tangled up with considerations that don't even matter. Sifting through those issues, and taking one day at a time will show you that in the end, you can only do what's right for you.
until next week...and for the fun of it!