Alright my dear, I really want to go back home and put myself back on track but I can't cause I don't have any money on me to afford a plane ticket back, and what do you mean by you can't give me money without a deposit and am not angry with you my love just confused about the whole situation in which I find myself and am really heartbroken to be putting you in a tight spot but I promise you that if you do help me out and am able to get myself back I will pay you back everything even with interest honey