I know you must be very sad and worried because you have not heard from me and am sorry for the long silence . my internet expired so I had to wait until I can get access to the operating room here in my offshore location so that I can send you a message . I love you and think about you all the time and every of your words gives me courage and assures me that am not alone . thank you for everything . presently I cannot tell you much about mums health because am still stuck here in my offshore location as i tried to book and pay my flight and hotel bills through my credit card and it was declined . am deeply worried for mum because our family doctor specified that she must travel to Canada for the surgery as soon as possible to avoid complications and I hope I can make this happen . I fear for LJ and I fear for mum too . if she was strong I know she would have been able to make all payments for my flight but am not going to give up . i love you so much .